Where To begin! haha i have done my usual trick and left it far to long to recall the events of the week. which is quite a lot! Right i was up Hanley on friday :) it was pretty mint, first time up there with Al and it was the first time shit kicked off, haha worked all weekend and maya came down Monday Tuesday and Wednesday, this was nice tbh and something that was very unusual . meh who cares what i have done ! it’s pointless just monologuing this shite…
Basically from last night i have kinda realised i am still hurt, and it become obvious when i am alone and drunk, good old luckys (fags) gave me the reason for solitude smoking and it brings out the worst thoughts in me, however i also realised i am strangely satisfied you are happy, i know i am hurt but even though, i might not be okay now, i will be… I digressed. now something completely different I Really Love WKD cider, haha it’s amazing.
I feel i have become the wrong guy for some people. and i need to show them that’s not actually me. no i ain’t talking about you, if you’re reading this you understand that i have feelings and you might even acknowledge them by reading this, no whom I’m on bout wouldn’t comprehend the what i am ranting about.
i have also come to realise how short-tempered i have become and how i don’t give a shit what i say back to you if you say something to me, this has diluted into my feelings about most things, i feel i should stand for my beliefs, not other people’s, i am now more proud of what i like whether or not if someone else likes it or if others hate it. i like it, so let me be.
I WANT MY CAPRI ON MONDAY!
and i will talk between shifts tomorrow xx
You Might Win The Rat Race But You’re Still A Fucking Rat.
My car after the Yobs broke it on fri last week :(
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