Well guess which son of a’ got into uni! yeh that was all well and good however, the practicalities of living here and supporting my insane new style of living, have proven more than a challenge to upkeep. however this is all to blunt I need to get a little more in-depth … yeh I know you missed my blogs, sorry i got a little to into uni life, like I said, well i guess 2 months ago it all started, oh so much to write about that is pointless it’s not worth writing…
Moving day, i guess this was the first few hours of learning what the term “a fresh start” means, the beautiful 3 hour drive from sunny Stoke-on-Trent to beautiful bath were, to put in my words ” Bare Shit.” with only MGMT- Time to pretend consuming the sound track of the journey I arrived, shattered, sweaty and smelly. How I didn’t pull the moment I got out of the car I will never know. anyway I digress, First thing I did in the new house, had a rudda cuppa and had a walk to the local, very drunk on the first night. good times, this was my first hung over day in my new house, I wish I wasn’t on this day of all days due to everyone turning up making a ruckus, so i felt like death, but we had takeaway so it was all good, along with a lot of drinking…
And thus began the 2 months that lead up to now, i need not bore thee with the extraordinary events i have been through, i have a very new and unique way of living, i have a lot of new friends in which i am truly thankful, i do not believe them to be able to replace anyone from stoke, however I’ve bin told it is not to replace friends but simply create more. Breadth not depth. I’ve started to question my spontaneous thoughts, they shouldn’t be this irregular, i mean my brain makes connections with irrelevance rather than relevance, Cool Huh :D
WISH FUCKING STUDENT FINANCE WOULD HURRY ITS SHITE ARSE UP…
ok tbh
this is the first blog i have done at uni, i haven’t got my flow back so the idea of getting a lot of shit of my chest didn’t work, this sucks FFS
why is it no matter what i do, how i act, how i preform call it what you will, but that which i use to persuades everyone i know, of the appearance that i am doing well. There is still nothing there. like a sky with no stars, or an ocean with no fish. this void of incomprehendable proportions… yet unless I fall victim to empty silence and misleading thoughts i am unable to envision this, think about it, would you notice no stars in the sky at night.
